She was kind and
patient and caringfor us... She was kind and
patient and caringfor us children, for Pa, for the darkiesI wish you could have felt the
way I feel now, I wish you could have been happyWhat was it
Grandfather had said? That his daughter Ellen had married Gerald O
'Hara to run away from a disappointment in loveWas that why she
was
never happy? Was she pining over someone she couldn't have the
way I
pined over Ashley? The way I pine now over Rhett when I can't help
it
What a waste! What a horrible, senseless wasteWhen happiness
was so
wonderful, how could anyone cling to a love that made them unhappy?
Scarlett vowed that she wouldn't do itShe knew what it was to be
happy, and she would not ruin itShe caught her sleeping baby up in
her arms and hugged herCat woke and waved her helpless hands in
protest"Oh, Kitty Cat, I'm sorryI just had to hug you some
They were all
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from a sound sleepThey were wrong! All of them-the people who
cut
me dead in Atlanta, Aunt Eulalie and Aunt Pauline, and just about
everybody in CharlestonThey wanted me to be just like them, and
because I'm not, they disapproved of me, made me feel like there was
something terribly wrong with me, made me think I was a bad person,
that I deserved to be looked down on
was as terrible as all thatWhat they punished me for was that I
wasn't minding their rulesI worked harder than any field hand-at
making money, and caring about money isn't ladylikeNever mind
that I
was keeping Tara going and holding the aunts' heads above water and
supporting Ashley and his family and paying for almost every piece of
food on the table at Aunt Pitty's plus keeping the roof fixed and the
coal bin filledThey all
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with the ledgers from the store or put on a smile when I sold lumber
to
the YankeesThere were plenty enough things I did that I shouldn't
have done, but working for money wasn't one of them, and that's what
they blamed me for mostNo, that's not quite itThey blamed me for
being successful at it
That and pulling Ashley back from breaking his neck flinging himself
into the grave after MellyIf it had been the other way around, and
I'd saved her at Ashley's burial, it would have been all right
Hypocrites! What gives people whose whole life is a lie the right to
judge me? What's wrong with working as hard as you can, and then
more
besides? Why is it so terrible to push in and stop disaster from
happening to anyone, especially a friend? They were wrongHere in
Ballyhara I worked as hard as I could, and I was
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kept Uncle Daniel from losing hisfarm, and they started calling me The
O'HaraThat's why being The O 'Hara makes me feel so strange and
so
happy all at the same timeIt's because The O'Hara is honored for all
the same things that I've been thinking were bad all these yearsThe
O'Hara would have stayed up late doing the books for the storeThe
O'Hara would have grabbed Ashley away from the grave
Fitzpatrick said? "You don't have to do anything, you only have to be
what you are What I am is Scarlett O'Hara, who makes mistakes
sometimes and does things right sometimes, but who never pretends
any
more to be what she's notI'm The O'Hara, and I'd never be called
that if I was as bad as they make me out to be in AtlantaI'm not a saint, either, God knowsBut I'm willing to be
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I'm The O'Hara, and I'm proud of itIt makes me happy and whole
Cat
made a gurgling noise to indicate that she was awake, too, and ready
to
be fedScarlett lifted her from her basket and settled the two of
them in the bedShe cupped the tiny unprotected head in one hand
and
guided Cat to her breast"I promise you on my word of honor, Cat
O'HaraYou can grow up to be whatever you are, even if it's as
different from me as day from nightIf you have a leaning towards
being a lady, I'll even show you how, never mind what I think about
it
After all, I know all the rules even if I can't abide them I'm going
out, and there's no more to be said about it Scarlett glowered
mulishly at MrsThe housekeeper stood in the open
doorway like an immovable mountain7 Scarlett
changed her tactics"Please do let me," she coaxed, with the
sweetest
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